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In 2009 i made a promise to myself that i would pass my sophmore year in highschool, i am now a junior and ive been working hard at my faults and i really cant wait to keep that promise to myself and see what my life will be like later on.

Since january of 2009 i've started smoking. the first time i hesitated to try but i did it anyways. The first time around i smoked weed and only weed, i didnt smoke like it was a natural habbit of mine but i definatly did once in a while maby every few months to a month, i never felt so alive when i smoked, then of course it began to open doors for me, people and places. why did smoking help people make friends? i definatly realized that when ur around people enough you begin to pick up their habbits.
Me and my boyfriend shawn have been on and off  because he kept moving back to missouri to live with his dad( at that point he had to do what he was told to do, he was under age) the first year and a half he never smoked. Then when he moved back up to his dads he started smoking ciggarettes, it neverbothered me enough to bitch, so of course now, i never really mind him smoking around me. i began to enjoy the fact that he smokes around me, i guess 2nd hand smoke can get to you, because i love the smell for some odd reason, and now all i wanna do after i m not around a ciggarette for a certain amount of time, thats what i crave and what i want, but i still havent picked up a ciggarette.=]

2009 made me realize that you go through many guys but there will only be one thats really ment for you.I hated going through the bullshit and the tears when the person i truly loved was right infront of me, but yet so far, and im so glad he moved back down here to be with me. i ended my year being with the one who ive wanted to be with for so long, and thank god i got him back, this definatly was the best part of 2009 and i am truly happy. Some parts of 2009 changed me completly to be a better person, somethings i wish i could take back, or better yet, not even remember but remembering my faults makes me a stronger person to not make the same mistake i made before.

Alright so i got to let it out, i have a obsession with music, and the lead singers on my favorite bands.Framing hanley's lead singer nixion does screamo and rational singing, and i would have to say hes pretty fuckin good at it. faming hanley has played in the whitehouse and has been known by their hit songs " hear me now" and "lollipop" originally written and sung by lil wayne. <3

New years eve doesnt reflect on anything for me except the new year commning, but im spending it with my boyfriend, im sleeping over and were gunna celebrate and hang out with his cousins and friends, i cant wait.

it doesnt snow where i live [florida] i wish it did thought i love the snow, but when it rains i stay in my room,read and listen to music or text. i do go crazy if it rains more then 2 hours, i love going out not stay in the damn house all day